currently , im feeling very very low , weak , unlike ytd , full of energy with my problems, punching hard on the walls, threw everything at anyhow . today , felt really2 low . my heart was like CRUSHED . just like that , it went 'POOF* . gone . gonner. had too much problems for me to settle.
not just 1 problems , not 2 , 1 problem i still can handle , indeed it was like 3-4 problems . was really stressed up . really feeling weak . im not sick or anth, and i really hate this feeling , the heart still beatings it up . feeling a broken heart , i guess if another problems pop up . i gonna sure i will faint .
like seriously . this feeling, sucks, too much of a problems . i just feel like i want to blog about it . and its no harm . but i wont elaborate the problems here . if if any of u guys my friends sees me like suddently in a different way , this is why it caused.
just the first week of the holiday i encountered too much problems.
i will try to find away to relax my mind . ytd it works by watching soccer match between
manchester united and liverpool. watched together with my family at the living room .
it did work to relax my mind . as my sister is a liverpool die hard fan , cheered so loudly and all . and i was also join the fun to throw away my stressed up .
but soon later, the next day it occured again .
and i dont like it .

only god knows how i feels and what i'm doing .